Semoga diampunkan Allah..

Good Morning and Assalamualaikum,


Lumrah manusia..mudah lalai and byk kekurangan.. I'm very new in this bloggy things.. Don't know how to follow back my follower...and how to use almost all the functions in here.. Tolong ajar kalau tgk blog ni kinda boring...yaa...


:) I'm regret some of my 'ignorance'.. Biasalah bila kita dah senang,mudah nak lupak Allah...nyembah Nya etc.. But I'm trying to be someone better everyday.. Insyallah..


Honestly, I'm experience some anxiety due to my mind stress.. I'm away from my son and hubby, there is so many things before that happend to me.. A week after i deliver my premature baby..my mom pass away (Moga rohnya dicucuri Rahmat, Amin..) In my confinement days.. I went to hospital everyday without miss to visit and deliver EBM for my baby.. He grow up gracefully..Alhamdulilah.. But now I have to left him again due to work.. Before and before all those things... I've been thru an emotional..a very emotional days at work and life..or maybe some hormones imbalance for pregnant ladies.. (just maybe) Ya Allah, I almost give up.. but Allah gimme a strength to carry on.. till now.. I still pray for the strength to live..


Enough about that.. Just want to share what do I practice everyday since i been thru my mind stress... Hopefully it helps some of ur pains,anxiety,emotional attacks whatsoever it's... My abg suami get this from Ustaz at place he work.. Thank you suami... For being concern.. So here it goes..


Bismillahirahmanirahim


Ya Allah...gantikanlah di tempat keresahan ini dgn kedamaian,
di tempat kedukaan ini dgn kegembiraan
dan di tempat ketakutan dgn keamanan


Ya Allah,sejukkanlah gelojak hati ini dgn salji keyakinan
dan padamkanlah bara dijiwa dgn air keimanan..
Ya Allah..buatlah mata yang tdk mahu lelap
merasa mengantuk yang memberi ketenangan..
dan letakkanlah dijiwa yang goncang ini kedamaian
dan berilah balasan baginya dgn kejayaan yg sudah hampir


Ya Allah..halakanlah kebingungan pandangan hatiku kepada nur cahaya-MU
dan tindakan-tindaan ku yg keliru kpd jalan MU yang lurus..
dan palingkanlah org2 yang menyimpang dari jalan MU kepada hidayah MU


Ya Allah.. lenyapkanlah was-was dgn fajar cahaya kebenaran,
dan tolaklah tipu daya syaitan dgn tentera bantuan-MU dlm keadaan terhina..


Ya Allah.. lenyapkanlah dukacitaku,hilangkanlah kesedihanku,
sembuhkanlah kesakitanku..dan halaulah keresahan di jiwaku..


Ya Rabb..Ya Tuhanku..Daku berlindung kpd-MU
dari rasa takut,kami bersandar dan berserah hanya kpd-MU
Daku tidak meminta tolong melainkan kpd-MU


Engkau pemelihara ku..
Sebaik-baik pelindung dan penolong..


Ameen Ya Allah...