Thank You Allah...

After a long waits..and a lot of obstacles... I'm goin to be transfer to Kuching soon... Thank you Allah for granted my prayer...


But I never cant escape from another obstacles of life.. Lamak2 kat Bintulu,keja ilek....dpt tdo mun lunch hour,bermain...polah blog tok..hahahaha...tapi lepas tok.. I dun know when i be able to blogging again..Sebab aku telah di down grade kan.... Owwh tidakkkkk... Nyaman2 keja opis kaktok aku terpaksa molah marketing..
demi nak transfer aku rela jak la...


I hope to be positive and ready to accept the challenge...1.5 mil target sebulan and have to fight with another 15 marketers... Ko asa ko dpt sik???sambil2 ya aku mupok2 la carik keja lain.. Aku asa dah terlalu tua utk bermain dgn target2 tok.. Walaupun komisyen nya lumayan...tapi sik sanggup asa kenak anok tiap2 bulan mun sik achieve or keja siang mlm melayan manusia yg mok ngeloan.. I want to have a smooth and pretty life with my lil' family..sik stress..sikda pressure... Insyallah.. But for the time being.. this is what I have to do.. Just carry on.. life must go on anyway...


Perasaan aku masa tok : Mok makan nasik beriani..... 

Semoga diampunkan Allah..

Good Morning and Assalamualaikum,


Lumrah manusia..mudah lalai and byk kekurangan.. I'm very new in this bloggy things.. Don't know how to follow back my follower...and how to use almost all the functions in here.. Tolong ajar kalau tgk blog ni kinda boring...yaa...


:) I'm regret some of my 'ignorance'.. Biasalah bila kita dah senang,mudah nak lupak Allah...nyembah Nya etc.. But I'm trying to be someone better everyday.. Insyallah..


Honestly, I'm experience some anxiety due to my mind stress.. I'm away from my son and hubby, there is so many things before that happend to me.. A week after i deliver my premature baby..my mom pass away (Moga rohnya dicucuri Rahmat, Amin..) In my confinement days.. I went to hospital everyday without miss to visit and deliver EBM for my baby.. He grow up gracefully..Alhamdulilah.. But now I have to left him again due to work.. Before and before all those things... I've been thru an emotional..a very emotional days at work and life..or maybe some hormones imbalance for pregnant ladies.. (just maybe) Ya Allah, I almost give up.. but Allah gimme a strength to carry on.. till now.. I still pray for the strength to live..


Enough about that.. Just want to share what do I practice everyday since i been thru my mind stress... Hopefully it helps some of ur pains,anxiety,emotional attacks whatsoever it's... My abg suami get this from Ustaz at place he work.. Thank you suami... For being concern.. So here it goes..


Bismillahirahmanirahim


Ya Allah...gantikanlah di tempat keresahan ini dgn kedamaian,
di tempat kedukaan ini dgn kegembiraan
dan di tempat ketakutan dgn keamanan


Ya Allah,sejukkanlah gelojak hati ini dgn salji keyakinan
dan padamkanlah bara dijiwa dgn air keimanan..
Ya Allah..buatlah mata yang tdk mahu lelap
merasa mengantuk yang memberi ketenangan..
dan letakkanlah dijiwa yang goncang ini kedamaian
dan berilah balasan baginya dgn kejayaan yg sudah hampir


Ya Allah..halakanlah kebingungan pandangan hatiku kepada nur cahaya-MU
dan tindakan-tindaan ku yg keliru kpd jalan MU yang lurus..
dan palingkanlah org2 yang menyimpang dari jalan MU kepada hidayah MU


Ya Allah.. lenyapkanlah was-was dgn fajar cahaya kebenaran,
dan tolaklah tipu daya syaitan dgn tentera bantuan-MU dlm keadaan terhina..


Ya Allah.. lenyapkanlah dukacitaku,hilangkanlah kesedihanku,
sembuhkanlah kesakitanku..dan halaulah keresahan di jiwaku..


Ya Rabb..Ya Tuhanku..Daku berlindung kpd-MU
dari rasa takut,kami bersandar dan berserah hanya kpd-MU
Daku tidak meminta tolong melainkan kpd-MU


Engkau pemelihara ku..
Sebaik-baik pelindung dan penolong..


Ameen Ya Allah...

Alhamdulilah...

Ari tok perasaan tenang eventho malar terkenang si kecik.. Menar kalik pdh org mun muka sik ceria rezeki sik masuk... Ktkorg pernah sik experience benda tok? At least bila ku sik molah muka sikda mood aku.. Ari tok dah ada sigek saving dipolah..at least increase la skit target mekorg bulan tok.. Pening palak disuh achieve target ya target tok.. Mcm tok la mun keja ngan finance instituation..tapi bila gik mok mrasa dpt keja lain.. Dah boring molah marketing tok...

aku semangat nak jual vit c+ collegen jak..sampey berkareh ku ngenjen org berkedai di mall ari tok.. haha..at least duit masuk poket aku, bukan poket company aku... :P boleh sik aku rasa mcm ya..

Alhamdulilah...at least aku sik asa stress gilak mcm salu.. Thank you Ya Rabb... may I have this feeling forever.. I'll never give up my faith on you.. Ya Allah...

like a virgin..

Assalamualaikum all... 


Terniat di hati tok dh lamak mok polah blog kedong ku tek byk gilak masa di opis tok nak.... Kinek tok suasana opis suam2 kuku and madot gilak2 okeh..dah ya aku tggr blog abby abadi nuk tang sasau jak ya..jadi aku pun mauk juak sasau sowang2 dlm tok... 


Dah dari ari senin sampey marek aku memadotkan dirik aku di opis tok.. So,mlm tadik dah kenak sound oleh kawan ku sowang tok.. nya madah "mun ko stress2 kdk tok.. nangis2,,mcm la anak ko trus ada depan mata ko juak".. I thank you for my fren...mmg sedikit sebyk menyedarkan aku..tapi aku sik tauk bapa lamak ku akan dpt motivasikan dirik aku tok.. Insyallah sampey dpt transfer...


I miss my son so much rite now..more than words... and my hubby too (nya trasa klak mun ku windu anak ku jak,huahaha) i miss both of them..they are my life,my joy..to many things that we have been thru together.. its almost 1 year but it's millions of story,we live and learnt till now..can;t wait for our anniversary on 16th Dec.. Ya Allah..semoga mek2 senantiasa bahagia di samping anak mek2.. Mudahkanlah urusan kami di dunia and akhirat ya Allah.. Kepada boss ku...tlg lah cepat2 transferkan aku ke Kuching.. dah x tertanggung asa rindu ngan family....